EYE realized EYE had buried soooo much pain and grief that would take MOST out...and still was managing to "make it thru" AND do what EYE do....alone. NOT an "easy" feat at ALL. Just because we MAKE it look easy doesn't mean it IS.
The point is...EYE was dealing with my own burdens while taking on too many other burdens that were NOT mine to have. EYE was jumping too many hurdles in a "handicapped" state. Yet, my resilience and persistence out-shined the struggle and made people think EYE was "superwoman" 24/7. Hell, even my mind kept telling me that...even though my body knew otherwise. EYE was walking around with this "badge of honor" that was not truly honoring or healing ME.
EYE was putting others' needs ahead of my own; listening to greedy and needy whispers and folks who had NO idea of my life, struggle, contributions or achievements convince me it was "GOD's will" to serve others more than serving GOD's greatest gift to me: MY LIFE AND WELFARE.
EYE was spending way too much of MY precious time, energy and resources, either "battling the beast" or trying to build foundations that were NOT nor ever gonna be my own, while being left to build my own foundation alone. AND EYE OWN UP TO IT! MY FAULT IN MY OWN "DOWNFALL." MY "sin" in my "struggle." MY lesson to be learned in the "desert of life."
EYE HAD DROPPED THE BALL IN MY OWN GAME OF LIFE AND WAS TOTALLY IGNORING AND NOT FULLY NOURISHING THE TRUE STAR PLAYER: ME!!
It wasn't just the inconsiderate nature of others; EYE had allowed myself to be used, hoping my gift to others would eventually be appreciated and reciprocated. However, if one can't see or appreciate their own gifts nor understand the WORK it takes to overcome REAL struggles in a REAL world (REAL crowns are earned; not just given), then they will NEVER respect nor appreciate YOU...YOUR GIFT...nor your presence. In fact, just like Cain, they'll grow to resent it...and resent YOU...only because of their own insecurity and inadequacy and misunderstanding of life, karma and law of attraction.
It was at then that the realest of epiphanies hit me...and "Da Oracle" finally LISTENED TO DA ORACLE...and EYE understood the ONLY thing EYE am obligated to this "world" and to others to do is give them the same thing they gave back to me: A powerful message.
Can ya hear it NOW?!
Behold the face of Rheumatoid Arthritis...IBS...Fibromyalgia... Costochondritis... Angina...Chronic Fatigue...Menopause (now THAT is probably the BIGGEST mothafucka of 'em ALL)...Depression (check that...THAT is the BIGGEST MUTHAFUCKA OF 'EM ALL)...and VICTORY. Thru the pain...thru the rain...thru being used and abused, imitated and hated, leeched and betrayed, ONLY child who saw both her loving Parents go to their graves, a widow who watched her husband die, murdered almost in front of her face...and jealous folks who don't want ME to tell MY story because they feel none of this matters anyway. Well...it DOES. To ME...and those who are LIKE me who need to SEE and hear THEY are not alone.
The seed of 2 soldiers who walks alone with no fear and dropping my seeds and stories to those with wanting and appreciative ears. Cains can't stop the talking of who and what the MOST HIGH wants to keep walking. WE ARE THE TRULY CHOSEN...because we walk thru the valley of shadow of death and call upon light and the life from which WE came from. And THAT is why the devils whisper in secret...and when they SEE you they run! Proved...Proven...and Proving. Keep watching. More to come. NOW it's MY time for Sunshine and fun. ;-)
P.S. If you're on everybody else's team, WHO is on YOURS?! And the moral of the story is: ALWAYS look out for the No.1 player in YOUR life. #TEAMVAL
"The Reality Storyteller"
Sooo...had to put on my glasses so some of you could SEE what EYE'm saying. On the term "support." It's clearly means something different and less "substantial" and meaningful today. It used to mean...SUPPORT...as in to help build, help lift, help grow together.
These days it seems to merely mean: "Help me make MY shit hot...MY product hot...MY spot hot...MY act hot. Fill MY pocket up...and invest in ME more that I will ever invest in myself. And since I don't really do what I need to do to invest in MYSELF and expect YOU to cover all that, you should know from jump that I will NEVER invest in YOU...because I don't even invest in ME like that. But we still FAM, right?! And fam suppose to always carry fam....even when the fam won't carry you back."
OKAY, LIKE WUT?! As in WHAT UNGODLY TRICK of the mind is THIS?! THAT is NOT "real" business and NOT how you build professional business relations with others!
Trust me. EYE have proven the theory AND the definition as it flows out some people's mouths but it NEVER shows in their actions. So, THAT "re-defined" definition was for all who may not understand the NEW meaning of "support" today. And from that, you can clearly see the difference between those who were raised on REAL milk and those who were raised on similac. No taste or integrity for standards.
And the moral of the story is: First and foremost, SUPPORT YOURSELF...and NEVER get distracted from THAT! The first foundation you should EVER and ALWAYS build is your own! And that's something you'll ALWAYS be able to take to the bank....unlike those BS checks of insufficient funds from all those crumbs operating on the "new" meaning of support. For those who didn't know, lip service pays NO bills! REAL talk!
THAT is why EYE only deal with those who KNOW and show they know the original meaning....cuz EYE never developed a taste for similac. Not served in MY V.I.P. (double entendre intended)
Pass the wisdom on...because SOMEONE right now is needing to READ this. ;-)
"The Reality Storyteller"